Monday, January 31, 2011
I need you so much closer
The Atlantic was born today and I'll tell you how...
The clouds above opened up and let it out.
I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
When the water filled every hole.
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean,
Making islands where no island should go.
Oh no.
Those people were overjoyed; they took to their boats.
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat.
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your door have been silenced forever more.
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
It seems farther than ever before
Oh no.
I need you so much closer.
So come on.
The clouds above opened up and let it out.
I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
When the water filled every hole.
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean,
Making islands where no island should go.
Oh no.
Those people were overjoyed; they took to their boats.
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat.
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your door have been silenced forever more.
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
It seems farther than ever before
Oh no.
I need you so much closer.
So come on.
The Unknown
She moves without purpose,
I cannot fathom the intent.
What is it that goes on at night?
I am so far away.
To close to say anything,
Doubting myself.
What is it that she want's?
Could this be possible?
Am I in a dream?
Yearn for the day,
You know how I feel.
I wish things were that simple,
Your mind is far from simple.
Your best attribute.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
Crazy
I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that place.
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space
And when you're out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much
Does that make me crazy?
Possibly
probably
And I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice, that's my only advice
Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are,
Ha ha ha bless your soul
You really think you're in control
Well, I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
Just like me
There was something so pleasant about that place.
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space
And when you're out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much
Does that make me crazy?
Possibly
probably
And I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice, that's my only advice
Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are,
Ha ha ha bless your soul
You really think you're in control
Well, I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
Just like me
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Hotel made of rubbish
A NEW hotel has opened in the heart of Madrid proudly declaring that it's complete rubbish.
More of a wooden shack than a five-star establishment, the walls of the Beach Garbage Hotel are strewn with detritus dragged up by the tide, recovered from landfills or snapped up at flea markets.
Among the wall decorations: Plastic drums, wooden frames, musical instruments, striped socks, tyres, and children's books.
In the five rooms there are street lights, wobbly sideboards, and torn Persian rugs, ready to welcome the lucky winners of a Facebook competition whose prize was a free stay.
Out front, there is a small patch of sand and palm trees.
Located in the city centre's Plaza de Callao, it is the work of German artist Ha Schult, timed to coincide with Madrid's hosting of the annual international tourism trade fair.
"I created the Beach Garbage Hotel because the oceans of our planet are the biggest garbage dump," Mr Schult said.
Rosa Piqueras, spokeswoman for the environmental project, said the idea was to show something a little different from the ideal destinations touted by the tourism industry.
"We wanted to show what our holidays could become if we don't clean our beaches," she said.
About 30-40 per cent of the objects adorning the hotel were picked up from beaches in Britain, France, Germany, Italy and Spain. The dirtiest, said Piqueras, were the beaches in southern Italy.
Hotel notices warn guests of environmental developments, such as: "One Spaniard in 10 no longer goes to the beach because of their bad state. Fourteen per cent of Europeans do the same."
Article taken from - www.news.com.au
Link: http://www.news.com.au/travel/world/rubbish-hotel-opens-in-heart-of-madrid/story-e6frfqai-1225991806719
More of a wooden shack than a five-star establishment, the walls of the Beach Garbage Hotel are strewn with detritus dragged up by the tide, recovered from landfills or snapped up at flea markets.
Among the wall decorations: Plastic drums, wooden frames, musical instruments, striped socks, tyres, and children's books.
In the five rooms there are street lights, wobbly sideboards, and torn Persian rugs, ready to welcome the lucky winners of a Facebook competition whose prize was a free stay.
Out front, there is a small patch of sand and palm trees.
Located in the city centre's Plaza de Callao, it is the work of German artist Ha Schult, timed to coincide with Madrid's hosting of the annual international tourism trade fair.
"I created the Beach Garbage Hotel because the oceans of our planet are the biggest garbage dump," Mr Schult said.
Rosa Piqueras, spokeswoman for the environmental project, said the idea was to show something a little different from the ideal destinations touted by the tourism industry.
"We wanted to show what our holidays could become if we don't clean our beaches," she said.
About 30-40 per cent of the objects adorning the hotel were picked up from beaches in Britain, France, Germany, Italy and Spain. The dirtiest, said Piqueras, were the beaches in southern Italy.
Hotel notices warn guests of environmental developments, such as: "One Spaniard in 10 no longer goes to the beach because of their bad state. Fourteen per cent of Europeans do the same."
Article taken from - www.news.com.au
Link: http://www.news.com.au/travel/world/rubbish-hotel-opens-in-heart-of-madrid/story-e6frfqai-1225991806719
Ocean Breeze
Wind rushing, the pull of gravity.
Balloons float on by,
Unaware of their non-existent destination.
Small feet imprint the sand,
Millions of tiny grains creating this landscape.
Tidal pull creating the movement,
White wash spilling onto the shore.
I lick my lips and can taste the salt,
I breath in the fresh Ocean Breeze.
Grammar
Grammar is important. Capitalization is the difference between helping you Uncle Jack off a horse, and helping your uncle jack off a horse.
Friday, January 21, 2011
Anatidaephobia
Anatidaephobia is derived from the Greek word "anatidae", meaning ducks, geese or swans and "phobos" meaning fear.
What Causes Anatidaephobia?
As with all phobias, the person coping with Anatidaephobia has experienced a real-life trauma. For the anatidaephobic individual, this trauma most likely occurred during childhood.
Perhaps the individual was intensely frightened by some species of water fowl. Geese and swans are relatively well known for their aggressive tendencies and perhaps the anatidaephobic person was actually bitten or flapped at. Of course, the Far Side comics did little to minimize the fear of being watched by a duck.
While we may be tempted to smile at the memory of those comics or at the mental image of being watched by a duck, for the anatidaephobic person, that fear is uncontrollable. Whatever the cause, the anatidaephobic person can experience emotional turmoil and anxiety that is completely disruptive to daily functioning.
Pussytown
"How did you learn, how did, how did your pussy game come up?
I was fucking parts of your pussy I never fucked before,
I was in there like, "Oh shit I never been here before,
I've never even seen this part of Pussy Town before"
I was fucking parts of your pussy I never fucked before,
I was in there like, "Oh shit I never been here before,
I've never even seen this part of Pussy Town before"
My motto for life
Cause you will never get on top off this
So mommy best advice is just to get on top of this
Have you ever had sex with a pharoah
I put the p-ssy in a sarcophagus
Now she claiming I bruise her esophagus
Head of the class and she just want a swallowship
I’m living the future so the presence is my past
My presence is a present kiss my ass
Kanye West - Monster
So mommy best advice is just to get on top of this
Have you ever had sex with a pharoah
I put the p-ssy in a sarcophagus
Now she claiming I bruise her esophagus
Head of the class and she just want a swallowship
I’m living the future so the presence is my past
My presence is a present kiss my ass
Kanye West - Monster
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Irritation
Today I feel quite irritable. I am wanting to do things to bide the time but am feeling so unmotivated. It's hard being down at my Dad's house because catching up with friends is something that needs to be planned in advance. I'm more of a spontaneous person who likes to live for the moment and roll with whatever comes. My past still lingers in my mind. I'm finding that I have a lot of anger towards the people who have hurt me in the past. This anger is manifesting inside of me and is irritating me because I wish I could just forget the past. I feel hatred and I don't like feeling that way. I feel frustrated as I don't want to have to ever think about certain people, it makes me feel back to square one. I hate it how certain people have moulded me into the person I am today and I feel its unfair that they go along in their merry little lives while I am struggling and working so hard to remain alive. I'm hoping to God that I get into uni because I really need things to distract me. That in itself is frustrating, I wish that I could just be content doing nothing, well I would be if it didn't mean that my mind would instantly drift into it's dark side. I am sick of fighting my depression, I wish that I just didn't have depression, I wish that I would just get sad at the sad things in life and that I could be genuinely happy the rest of the time. I'm sick of feeling unsafe when I am by myself.
That's my rant for the day.
Phew.
That's my rant for the day.
Phew.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
El Nino
Warm high pressure,
Cool summer's breeze.
You come every 5 years,
You leave with no eaze.
Pacific heat reservoir,
Driving earths ocean.
Nutrient rich saline water,
Putting Pacific fish in motion.
Cool summer's breeze.
You come every 5 years,
You leave with no eaze.
Pacific heat reservoir,
Driving earths ocean.
Nutrient rich saline water,
Putting Pacific fish in motion.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Tuesday - Clumsy Day
Just baked some cupcakes, and a jam and cream sponge cake. So yummy. I've burnt my finger on the oven which is getting more and more painful. Also was taking the bins down my drive and rolled over my foot which is now swollen. I wonder what else this day may bring me.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Monday Boredom
Last night I had a dream that my sisters were swimming down at the beach, part of the beach had been closed off because there was a hammer-head shark in the area. We were all playing around in the water and then we accidentaly drifted into the area where the hammer-head shark was. We all kind of freaked out because we could see the shark and it was massive. It then came up to us and we tried to get away, but then realised that the shark wasn't going to attack us. We then proceeded to pat the shark and swim with it. Then the ranger came and yelled at us for putting ourselves in danger. We tried to explain to him that the shark was friendly but he wouldnt listen to us. We each touched the shark lightly on the nose so then it had our scent for when we cam back next time and then got out of the water. RANDOM!
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Day One
I have just spent over two weeks in hospital getting treatment and help with my depression and mood disorders. Today I was released from hospital, and have moved down to live at my dad's house. Everyone has been very supportive which is giving me the motivation to get better. I feel a bit lonely at dad's house because he lives quite far from the city, which means I am far from my friends and far from my life. It's good because i'm going to be going to uni and wont have to worry about paying rent. Just feel a tad trapped. But am conciously remaining positive!
Monday, January 10, 2011
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Fresh Start
I've had a life changing few weeks.
A couple of weeks ago I came to a point where I saw no possible future for myself and took action to leave this world. After doing so and surviving I have come to realise that it was not my time to leave this world. It has taken me a while to come to this within my own mind. I have realised that you only get one chance at life, and now I have been given the opportunity to start again and give it another try. So thats what i'm going to do!
A couple of weeks ago I came to a point where I saw no possible future for myself and took action to leave this world. After doing so and surviving I have come to realise that it was not my time to leave this world. It has taken me a while to come to this within my own mind. I have realised that you only get one chance at life, and now I have been given the opportunity to start again and give it another try. So thats what i'm going to do!
Friday, January 7, 2011
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